Finally.

I think I'm finally there. I'm finally having feelings for someone else. Granted, they'll never have them back for me, but it's nice just having those feelings again and not for you. I can finally say I'm over you. Yes, it hurts to hear certain songs, or to hear people talk about you, or even to see your picture sometimes, BUT that's just because it reminds me of the memories. I miss the memories, but not us. I'm finally over us, and it feels... bittersweet? I'm not sure. I'm so glad you're happy. I too, am finally happy with myself and my life. It's great, I missed being happy. :)

I do still love you so much and I really do wish we could be friends. But I'm realizing now what you kept saying is true- we just need space for a while. I've just been so scared of this space because I'm afraid to lose you completely. I still want you in my life, so badly, but I do agree that we need space, and I believe it's working. I still consider you my friend as I hope you do with me as well, despite all the shit I put you through. You know how greatly sorry I am for that :(

Anyway. You=happy. Me=happy. Life=happy. All is well :) (?)