Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
This is kinda the same as number 2, buutttt.... in the future I would like to have a nice job, nice house, nice car... the norm. I would also like to be married, and have 2 to 4 kids. I would like to stay in the area, but if not, then I would like to move down to California where most of my family is. I hope to live and lead a happy, productive, and long life :)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Day 8.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Well, i haven't lived much of my life yet... but so far I would say I was most satisfied about 2 years ago. I had a great job, was making decent money (at least enough to cover my bills and a little shopping each month), I lived with a great girl, and had great friends. I was pretty satisfied! Although I'm not quite as satisfied right now, i am still pretty happy, just a lot of things have fallen apart since then that I wish hadn't. A lot of close friends have changed and moved on, a lot of family has broken apart, and I don't really have a job... But I am with the best person ever, have a great apartment, and great new friends. :) I'm pretty satisfied right now, and I know life is still moving and better things are yet to come :)
Well, i haven't lived much of my life yet... but so far I would say I was most satisfied about 2 years ago. I had a great job, was making decent money (at least enough to cover my bills and a little shopping each month), I lived with a great girl, and had great friends. I was pretty satisfied! Although I'm not quite as satisfied right now, i am still pretty happy, just a lot of things have fallen apart since then that I wish hadn't. A lot of close friends have changed and moved on, a lot of family has broken apart, and I don't really have a job... But I am with the best person ever, have a great apartment, and great new friends. :) I'm pretty satisfied right now, and I know life is still moving and better things are yet to come :)
Day 7.
I know I'm a few days late...
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
Aries: Today's Daily Horoscope
Your drive is epic right now, and you can bet that success is sure to follow. Make sure to keep your eyes firmly on the prize, and to check with anyone who is mission-critical to ensure their participation.
Umm... sure?
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
Aries: Today's Daily Horoscope
Your drive is epic right now, and you can bet that success is sure to follow. Make sure to keep your eyes firmly on the prize, and to check with anyone who is mission-critical to ensure their participation.
Umm... sure?
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Day 6.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Oh Geez... 30?
1. I'm terrified of the dark.
2. My eyebrow hair falls out when I'm nervous.
3. My first slow dance was when I was 16... and it was with my youth leader. haha
4. One of my goals in life is to travel to a ll 50 states... I've made it to 10 so far.
5. Some of my favorite people in the world live in california :D
6. I got bangs in 8th grade (again) cause some kid said my forehead was "big and shiny" =/
7. English was my best subject in school, I love writing.
8. I love to sing, and think I have a pretty decent voice when I try :)
9. I'm going to have a new baby brother any day now.
10. My celebrity crushes are Channing Tatum and Hayden Panettiere ;)
11. My favorite number is 14. I don't know why, i just like it.
12. I have been to Disneyland 5 times.
13. My favorite color is sage green.
14. I just met my biological dad last year.
15. I just NOW learned how to write bold words in the facebook chat... Kasie is a witness...
16. I call my best friend my sister... that way no matter how mad we get at eachother, we still have to talk :)
17. I am obsessed with the TV show FRIENDS.
18. I love driving! If my car would make it, I would drive around the US in a heartbeat.
19. I have licked a banana slug.
20. I went to Mexico on a mission trip in 2005 and it was an AMAZING experience :)
21. I have ridden the train to and from California twice, same with flying.
22. I have been to Six Flags New England and its WAY cooler than the one in Cali :P
23. I definitely do NOT eat cheese on pancakes or peanut butter on cheesburgers, unlike my freaky-ass cousin :P hahaha
24. I have 2 tattoos, and my tongue and belly button pierced.
25. I still have a TON of Disney movies on VHS. "VHS, what's that?" :)
26. I can fold my tongue in half...
27. I still remember my locker number and combination from 7th grade. bizarre?
28. I make my bed every night before I get in... rather than in the morning after I wake up :P
29. I know pretty much every lyric to any Veggietales song you throw at me :D
30. I have never broken a bone!
AGH!! That took forever, and a little team work was involved... haha
Oh Geez... 30?
1. I'm terrified of the dark.
2. My eyebrow hair falls out when I'm nervous.
3. My first slow dance was when I was 16... and it was with my youth leader. haha
4. One of my goals in life is to travel to a ll 50 states... I've made it to 10 so far.
5. Some of my favorite people in the world live in california :D
6. I got bangs in 8th grade (again) cause some kid said my forehead was "big and shiny" =/
7. English was my best subject in school, I love writing.
8. I love to sing, and think I have a pretty decent voice when I try :)
9. I'm going to have a new baby brother any day now.
10. My celebrity crushes are Channing Tatum and Hayden Panettiere ;)
11. My favorite number is 14. I don't know why, i just like it.
12. I have been to Disneyland 5 times.
13. My favorite color is sage green.
14. I just met my biological dad last year.
15. I just NOW learned how to write bold words in the facebook chat... Kasie is a witness...
16. I call my best friend my sister... that way no matter how mad we get at eachother, we still have to talk :)
17. I am obsessed with the TV show FRIENDS.
18. I love driving! If my car would make it, I would drive around the US in a heartbeat.
19. I have licked a banana slug.
20. I went to Mexico on a mission trip in 2005 and it was an AMAZING experience :)
21. I have ridden the train to and from California twice, same with flying.
22. I have been to Six Flags New England and its WAY cooler than the one in Cali :P
23. I definitely do NOT eat cheese on pancakes or peanut butter on cheesburgers, unlike my freaky-ass cousin :P hahaha
24. I have 2 tattoos, and my tongue and belly button pierced.
25. I still have a TON of Disney movies on VHS. "VHS, what's that?" :)
26. I can fold my tongue in half...
27. I still remember my locker number and combination from 7th grade. bizarre?
28. I make my bed every night before I get in... rather than in the morning after I wake up :P
29. I know pretty much every lyric to any Veggietales song you throw at me :D
30. I have never broken a bone!
AGH!! That took forever, and a little team work was involved... haha
Friday, October 8, 2010
Day 5.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Freshman-ish year. Sophomore too.
I was sick of everything. All of my friends had gone to different schools from middle school, and the ones that I DID still have, started branching off and making new friends, and I felt like I had no one. There were kids at school who teased me for no reason. They would honk at me when I was walking home and yell random stuff out the windows. They would spread stupid rumors at school and tell the guys I liked dumb stuff. And the funniest thing- I hadn't EVER had a conversatin with these people. Knew OF them , but didn't KNOW them. I hated home, I hated school, and I didn't have anywhere else to go but church. And I know this sounds ridiculous to some of you, or cliche or whatever, but the church was my home. As depressed as I was half the time, it always cheered me up going to youth group and being with my friends there. High school was so much drama, and you have such a need to fit in because everyone is judging you, but at church it was different. For those of you that don't know what I'm talking about, it's hard to explain.
But anyway, I was on the edge, i wanted to end my life. I didn't think I had anything to live for because my friends didn't love me, (and at 14 that's all that matters, it seems), I was bullied, and I was ALWAYS sad. Then I met my youth leader, Audrey. Granted, I had lots of amazing leaders throughout youthgroup, but Audrey and I somehow connected. She understood me, and she loved me and that's all I needed. Audrey encouraged my writing, she helped me with my school work, she gave me somewhere to get away to. She's pretty much my hero :) Thus, my depression ended and now i am happy! Okay, so there's a lot more to what happened and what I went through, but I'm tired and don't feel like writing a novel. :)
Freshman-ish year. Sophomore too.
I was sick of everything. All of my friends had gone to different schools from middle school, and the ones that I DID still have, started branching off and making new friends, and I felt like I had no one. There were kids at school who teased me for no reason. They would honk at me when I was walking home and yell random stuff out the windows. They would spread stupid rumors at school and tell the guys I liked dumb stuff. And the funniest thing- I hadn't EVER had a conversatin with these people. Knew OF them , but didn't KNOW them. I hated home, I hated school, and I didn't have anywhere else to go but church. And I know this sounds ridiculous to some of you, or cliche or whatever, but the church was my home. As depressed as I was half the time, it always cheered me up going to youth group and being with my friends there. High school was so much drama, and you have such a need to fit in because everyone is judging you, but at church it was different. For those of you that don't know what I'm talking about, it's hard to explain.
But anyway, I was on the edge, i wanted to end my life. I didn't think I had anything to live for because my friends didn't love me, (and at 14 that's all that matters, it seems), I was bullied, and I was ALWAYS sad. Then I met my youth leader, Audrey. Granted, I had lots of amazing leaders throughout youthgroup, but Audrey and I somehow connected. She understood me, and she loved me and that's all I needed. Audrey encouraged my writing, she helped me with my school work, she gave me somewhere to get away to. She's pretty much my hero :) Thus, my depression ended and now i am happy! Okay, so there's a lot more to what happened and what I went through, but I'm tired and don't feel like writing a novel. :)
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Day 4.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Ugh. this is always a touchy subject.
All I'm gonna say is, I believe in God, and I love God. I used to go to church, but that didn't work out for me once they found out personal things about me. Some of the most important people in my life I have met through church, not all of them are bible thumping maniacs :) I still love my church family, and go every couple months. I don't however, believe you need to go to church to believe in God.
I do not classify myself as any specific religion, because I think all of them have little flaws and some things don't make sense. So for now, I believe, and that's all that should matter :)
Ugh. this is always a touchy subject.
All I'm gonna say is, I believe in God, and I love God. I used to go to church, but that didn't work out for me once they found out personal things about me. Some of the most important people in my life I have met through church, not all of them are bible thumping maniacs :) I still love my church family, and go every couple months. I don't however, believe you need to go to church to believe in God.
I do not classify myself as any specific religion, because I think all of them have little flaws and some things don't make sense. So for now, I believe, and that's all that should matter :)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Day 3.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Well, this is a tough subject... cause I can't say I've never done either...
Alcohol- if you're 21, go for it. If you're younger but at home or somewhere you know you aren't going to leave or CAN'T leave, have fun, but be safe. That's always what I've done. I am not a fan of drunk drivers what-so-ever. A lot of people say "you don't need to drink to have fun!" No, you don't. That is true. But sometimes having a drink, or two or three, is nice. It gets you a little more comfortable with your surroundings and for ME, gets me a little more comfortable to dance with my friends since I'm not a dancer, haha. I am a responsible drinker- I do not leave wherever I am at after I have had even one drink, because I don't want to chance it. I don't get so drunk that i can't remember what happened the night before, cause that is just not smart! Or safe! I think that's all I have to say about alcohol... OH! And don't go through the checkout line at work with a friend who's buying a bunch of alcohol, when they are 21 and you are NOT. You will get fired. hah.
Drugs- I'm not sure what to say here... Reasoning being I don't have much experience with them. yes, I have smoked marijuana, but I haven't done anything else and I don't really plan to. I think doing drugs is stupid and you could easily overdose or have something that is laced and it could kill you. It is not LIKELY, but it could happen, and I don't wanna take that chance. I guess I'm not a big risk taker! haha. I don't really know what else to say... I don't have any experience with drugs, so how can I give an opinion? :)
Well, this is a tough subject... cause I can't say I've never done either...
Alcohol- if you're 21, go for it. If you're younger but at home or somewhere you know you aren't going to leave or CAN'T leave, have fun, but be safe. That's always what I've done. I am not a fan of drunk drivers what-so-ever. A lot of people say "you don't need to drink to have fun!" No, you don't. That is true. But sometimes having a drink, or two or three, is nice. It gets you a little more comfortable with your surroundings and for ME, gets me a little more comfortable to dance with my friends since I'm not a dancer, haha. I am a responsible drinker- I do not leave wherever I am at after I have had even one drink, because I don't want to chance it. I don't get so drunk that i can't remember what happened the night before, cause that is just not smart! Or safe! I think that's all I have to say about alcohol... OH! And don't go through the checkout line at work with a friend who's buying a bunch of alcohol, when they are 21 and you are NOT. You will get fired. hah.
Drugs- I'm not sure what to say here... Reasoning being I don't have much experience with them. yes, I have smoked marijuana, but I haven't done anything else and I don't really plan to. I think doing drugs is stupid and you could easily overdose or have something that is laced and it could kill you. It is not LIKELY, but it could happen, and I don't wanna take that chance. I guess I'm not a big risk taker! haha. I don't really know what else to say... I don't have any experience with drugs, so how can I give an opinion? :)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Day 2.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
In ten years I would like to be... married.
I would like to have at LEAST 2 children.
I would like to own a decent size house.
I would like to either have a nice job or be a stay at home mom. Preferrably the second one.
I would like to not have to worry about money.
In ten years I would like to be... married.
I would like to have at LEAST 2 children.
I would like to own a decent size house.
I would like to either have a nice job or be a stay at home mom. Preferrably the second one.
I would like to not have to worry about money.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Day 1.
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
I have been with Erica almost 2 years now, on the 18th, and I've loved every minute of it. Sure, we have our disagreements and arguments but what couple hasn't? I love her with my whole heart.
A lot of people disagree with the "homosexual lifestyle" but you know what? This wasn't a choice. If I could "choose" to be straight or gay, which do you think I would choose? I mean, really. I don't WANT a more difficult life! I am sooo incredibly happy being who I am, with whoever I love, no matter their color or sex.
It has been hard, being raised basically in the church. I was brought up there, went to AWANA there and youth group, Sunday school and services almost every week... but then they find out who i am with and all of a sudden I can't teach children anymore. "If you can't abide by the Bible then you can't teach it." Who DOES abide by the bible every step of the way? Who doesn't sin every day? what religion follows every single word the Bible says? I didn't find it very fair but you know... from what I was taught in that same church, I have learned that God loves me unconditionally. And I believe that. Although most gay people do not go to church or believe in a God, I still do, because why not? It is not HIM who has judged me, or shunned me, it is the people in the church. And yes, my judgment day will come, but you know what I will tell him when I approach that stand?
"I am your creation, and I am proud." :)
I am happy to be who I am and thankful to have the people in my life that I do... especially my wonderful girlfriend <3
I have been with Erica almost 2 years now, on the 18th, and I've loved every minute of it. Sure, we have our disagreements and arguments but what couple hasn't? I love her with my whole heart.
A lot of people disagree with the "homosexual lifestyle" but you know what? This wasn't a choice. If I could "choose" to be straight or gay, which do you think I would choose? I mean, really. I don't WANT a more difficult life! I am sooo incredibly happy being who I am, with whoever I love, no matter their color or sex.
It has been hard, being raised basically in the church. I was brought up there, went to AWANA there and youth group, Sunday school and services almost every week... but then they find out who i am with and all of a sudden I can't teach children anymore. "If you can't abide by the Bible then you can't teach it." Who DOES abide by the bible every step of the way? Who doesn't sin every day? what religion follows every single word the Bible says? I didn't find it very fair but you know... from what I was taught in that same church, I have learned that God loves me unconditionally. And I believe that. Although most gay people do not go to church or believe in a God, I still do, because why not? It is not HIM who has judged me, or shunned me, it is the people in the church. And yes, my judgment day will come, but you know what I will tell him when I approach that stand?
"I am your creation, and I am proud." :)
I am happy to be who I am and thankful to have the people in my life that I do... especially my wonderful girlfriend <3
30 Day Challenge
30 Day Challenge... I got this from someone on Tumblr and decided that I should try one! Therefore for the next 30 days I will be posting one of these things a day. starting with one now :)
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
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